Suck your illusions in Black Waters.

Tried to resist.
Tried to smile.
Tried to touch the sky.

But.

The only thing
I’m a queen in.
Is writing and bleeding.

Too tired, too fed up.
Too fucked up.
To wait for you.

No future.
Suck your illusions.
Heaven is a whore.

{…}

Tried to resist.
But I’m too dirty
On my knees.

Tried to deport
All my fears.
Tried to abort
All my needs.

Tried to resist.
But my mouth is
Full of shit.

{…}

No future.
Suck your illusions.
Heaven is a whore.

Too tired, too fed up.
Too fuckep up.
To care anymore.

Tried to resist.
Tried to smile.
Tried to jump and fly.

But.

Everything is meaningless.
See you in Black Waters.
The only place I trust.

[09.04.07]