The flat.

Try to kill myself.
But my heart
Keeps beating again.

Try to kill myself.
But my cells
Keep breathing again.

Walls and mirrors
Watch me, watch me
With stupid eyes.

I wish I was free.
But I can’t stand it
Anymore. Oh no.

Try to kill them all.
But they keep
Shouting in my head.

Try to kill them all.
But they keep
Running in my veins.

I can feel them
Sucking my face
Every second.

And I really
Don’t know
What else
I can do ?!

Try to kill myself.
But my skin
Keeps burning again.

Try to kill myself.
But my brain
Keeps feeling again.

Walls and mirrors
Rape me, rape me
With stupid eyes.

I wish I was free.
But I can’t stand it
Anymore. Oh no.

Try to kill them all.
But they keep
Shouting in my head.

Try to kill them all.
But they keep
Running in my veins.

I can feel them
Sucking my face
Every second.

And I really
Don’t know
What else
I can do ?!

Try to kill myself.
But my cells
Keep breathing again.

Try to kill myself.
But my heart
Keeps beating again.
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